NOTE-
This is a post of the past.....it was kept by me in some obscure corner of my hard drive...thought of posting to keep that fire burning in me....now that i've become an unemployed bugger...nothing else....
31st Jan, 2008.
Dunno why I m writing this, but somewhere from within, I felt a great urge to write since last evening. 30th Jan, 2008 (2 days back) – a day I am going to remember for a very long time! A day of realisation of a wish I had been nurturing ….. I’ll come back to it, but first I’d like to write about something more important. It is about the time I spent last evening with two of my very good friends who are very dear to me. I have always considered myself one of the luckiest persons to have been born but this belief (truth actually) has been haunting me since last night. The reason being the conversation we 3 friends had last evening. It was undoubtedly a friendly and casual one just like we always have but what I could see in it yesterday was something unusual. These two friends of mine were actually worried about their future, realising that they were facing a dark world filled with uncertainties. They had messed up their studies in the past 3 years, the blame I won’t put on them alone. I guess destiny had a major role to play in bringing about their plight. I don’t mean to say that I am looking at a bright future ahead but at least I am better off than them thanks to have joined a promising course or it won’t be wrong to say that coz I have paid for a professional course that promises to establish me as a god damn engineer earning a fat pay that would set me apart from the unemployed bunch of buggers! See the fun, I am going to be earning soon because of the simple fact that my parents paid or in fact could pay the requisite amount one should invest to give birth to a so called engineer! But I can’t complain coz now even I have become a part of this policy….. whatever be the reason, I’ll never be able to forgive myself in this life if I don’t do something for the society and by something I don’t mean anything, I want to first establish myself and gain a platform through which I can exercise the power to bring about the changes I want to….. Then again it’s another story I won’t dwell upon now……
4th Feb, 2008.
Few moments back I was going through today’s newspaper… what caught my attention were 2 articles written on the recent killings of one-horned rhinos in Kaziranga National Park, Assam. It’s a serious case and unless each of us is aware of how important it is to preserve these near extinct species and resent against the killings, there will always be those ruthless poachers going on a killing spree. There should be a thorough investigation on the forest officials’ coz without their involvement it is not possible for the poachers to enter the Park and carry out their ruthless acts. Another important realisation should be that it is not just because these rhinos are on the verge of extinction that we should preserve them, which would indirectly mean that we are least interested in preserving other animals. Whatever is the species, we humans are the most powerful of all animals and it is our duty to protect the weak coz most powerful is he who has control over his power.
10th Feb, 2008.
Writing again after a long time! Me right now at the Kolkata Airport after alighting from the flight coming from Guwahati…. Idle now as I got 3 hours before boarding the next flight to Bangalore…. Here I am, back again to my present abode…. Once again ready and rejuvenated to take the world… and this time I ain’t talking rubbish… I seriously mean it, I m not going to waste any time on any useless task, I m god damn serious and determined not to lose my focus no matter what… I understand now how much responsibilities I have to shoulder and I can’t afford to fail coz I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I do. I am giving myself this last time to prove myself that I have the potential to show my potential….. And yes, I have to keep praying at least for the ones I love, if not for me…. That’s it for now, I m dog hungry!
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